If I would've kept my JW religious zeal intact, and based on my previous affiliations and contacts in there, there's no doubt in my mind that I would've been right about now serving in Bethel or perhaps traveling as part of the worldwide construction team.
Quite a few of my previous 'tight' friends that's what they are now: Bethel or doing construction work all over the world.
In this respect, I must admit that sometimes I've regretted having fallen from JW grace.
Sometimes I feel like "who the heck cares if they're right or wrong!", I should've just continued playing their tight 'til I worked up to a high position where I'd never have to worry about having a nice car, lodging, health care, and given the best by all other members. Darn!!! You know how sweet a life all those traveling overseers lead? It's nice, I tell you! Even the misionaries and those worldwide construction workers are all taken care of quite well!
Okay now, let me come off my cloud now. I'm living quite well not and taking care of business on my own.
DY